Older generations used to warn that people shouldn’t get tattoos because they’re permanent and someone may one day regret getting them. However, these days tattoo removal is an option. Although painful, it works after a few sessions but can leave behind some scarring. Either way, 35-year-old Leandro De Souza has decided to undergo laser treatments to remove almost 2 decades worth of ink.
Leandro De Souza is a native of Brazil and a proud father. However, his divorce almost a decade ago proved to be almost more than he could handle. As a result, De Souza went down a path of partying. During this time he accumulated more than 170 tattoos but his first ink was at just 13 years old. “I did the first one when I was 13,” De Souza explained. “The first ones were very much about the idolatry of the time.” However, he’s recently set out on a religious path of Evangelicalism. As a result, he’s decided to undergo the laser tattoo removal process.
Facing Heartbreak
Leandro’s first tattoos were inspired by his favorite bands, such as Nirvana, Guns N’ Roses, and Metallica. However, the majority of his tattoos were from a decade-long binge following his divorce. During that time, Leandro admittedly experimented with drugs like LSD, alcohol, and ecstasy.
Finding Motivation for Tattoo Removal
“I couldn’t stand the life I was living anymore. I was an attraction at (events I attended) and it felt like a circus animal.” He said regarding his decision for tattoo removal. De Souza was visiting a shelter almost a decade after his difficult divorce. This visit would change the course of his life. “The first step in everything in life is to accept that you can’t do it alone, that you are an addict, that you are a drug addict,” de Souza said. “And I managed to do that, I entered the municipal shelter in Bagé. Within a week, there was a lady who referred me and started to evangelize me.“
Turning a New Leaf
It’s been 2 years since De Souza changed his life and opted for tattoo removal. However, it’s a long process that will be more so for De Souza’s 170 tattoos. Moreover, he now spends his time speaking with “parents and children in homes that are in prisons.”
Leandro began the tattoo removal process with the help of a tattoo studio in Franco da Rocha, São Paulo, which heard about the exciting changes Leandro was making to turn his life around. He’s now been clean from alcohol for 3 years, and free of tobacco and other substances for a year. De Souza still has 6 more tattoo removal sessions before his ink is gone and his transformation, so far, is astonishing and awe-inspiring.
Tattoo Removal is a Modern Possibility
For many, getting a tattoo is inspired by the desire to express one’s creativity, treating their body like a canvas. However, others may regret their ink choices as they mature or their interests and relationship status change. Fortunately, tattoo removal is possible with advancing technology but there are a few side effects like tenderness, skin irritability, and even scarring.
Tattoo Removal Methods
Interestingly, tattoo removal comes with options. De Souza’s treatment, laser tattoo removal, uses lasers to “heat the ink particles,” breaking them down and making it “easier for your immune system to remove,” according to Cleveland Clinic. Laser tattoo removal sessions are scheduled about 3 months apart and can last anywhere from 30 minutes to an hour depending on the size of the ink. This method does come with side effects that range from mild skin irritation to painful blisters, but each person responds differently to treatment.
Skin Removal for Tattoo Removal
Another option for tattoo removal is surgical excision. The medical procedure requires a surgeon, who will “cut out the skin that contains a tattoo.” Then they will “stitch your remaining skin together.” The procedure probably sounds intimidating but it’s only used for small tattoos, as cutting an entire back tattoo and then stitching it up would be unpleasant, dangerous, and seemingly impossible.
Meanwhile, dermabrasion and chemical peels are used to remove the outer layers of skin. Unfortunately, both can cause severe skin sensitivity, especially in sunlight. Therefore, understanding the risks and how to treat the skin properly as it heals is essential to your skin’s health and physical comfort.
Not Recommended by Professionals
Lastly, and possibly least popular and effective, are tattoo removal creams. They can be used at home and often take months or years to yield results. Furthermore, they contain acids that “irritate or damage your skin.” As such, they’re usually advised against by medical professionals.
Can Anyone Get Tattoo Removal
In short, yes. However, some things are worth noting when considering tattoo removal. Firstly, tattoo removal takes time and similar or repetitive steps to be effective, regardless of your chosen tattoo removal method. The reason for this is that a tattoo artist applies ink in layers of the skin, so layers have to be broken down which can’t happen in one sitting, otherwise you’ll suffer severe and irreversible skin damage. Ultimately, that would put your overall health and immunity at risk. Additionally, your skin needs time between sessions to “flush out the ink” so, it’s recommended to wait a few weeks or months between most tattoo removal options listed above.
Secondly, certain ink colors are easier to remove than others. For example, blue and black are easy to remove during laser tattoo removal because “they’re better at absorbing light.” Meanwhile, colors like red are difficult to remove because their “molecular composition” is more resistant to the treatment options.
An Alternative
Consider having them turned into something else, rather than removed. For instance, if you’re considering tattoo removal and the reason has nothing to do with necessity, for work, or because, like De Souza, you’re on a new path. Instead, you don’t like how it looks anymore, have separated from the person who inspired the tattoo, or have other interests. In this case, you might consider another visit to the tattoo shop to have them create something else by covering the existing tattoo. For many, this option may be more satisfying and less time-consuming.
I Saw a Delivery Man on My Doorbell Camera and It Shattered My Whole Life
Embarking on an ordinary day, a routine motion alert on her doorbell camera catapults a woman into a world of betrayal and deception. Follow her journey as she uncovers the shocking truth behind a mysterious package, leading to the collapse of her family’s perfect facade and the pursuit of redemption in a new chapter of life.
It was just another typical Thursday, with work emails flooding my inbox and reports piling up on my desk. Amidst the chaos, my phone suddenly chimed with an alert from the home security app. A motion notification from the doorbell camera caught my attention. I opened the app to see a delivery man standing at my front door, clutching a nondescript brown parcel.
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Initially, I brushed it off as a routine delivery—perhaps a package I had forgotten about or a belated birthday gift for my husband, Mark. Without much thought, I shot Mark a quick text, asking if he was expecting a delivery. His response was immediate and perplexing, “No, what delivery?”
Confusion swirled in my mind as I pondered the situation. Why was there a delivery if Mark wasn’t expecting anything? With a growing sense of unease, I decided to delve deeper into the matter. I navigated to the saved footage from the doorbell camera, hoping for some clarity.
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As I watched the footage, a chill ran down my spine. The delivery man’s demeanor was unsettling, his smirk carrying an air of certainty. His words echoed in my mind, “Enjoy your surprise, Mrs. Thompson. Can’t wait to see what’s inside.” It was as if he knew something I didn’t, and the cryptic message left me with an unsettling feeling in my stomach.
Despite my attempts to shake off the unease, the encounter lingered in my thoughts, nagging at me like a persistent itch. Questions raced through my mind, each one more troubling than the last. Who was this delivery man, and why was he so confident? What was in the package, and why was it delivered to my doorstep?
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With each passing moment, the mystery deepened, casting a shadow over the rest of my day. Little did I know, that this seemingly harmless delivery would set off a chain of events that would shatter the normalcy in my life.
As the day wore on, the unease that had settled in my stomach only intensified, gnawing at me like a relentless predator. Every passing minute seemed to stretch into eternity, each moment filled with a mounting sense of dread.
Returning home, I wasted no time unraveling the mystery that had haunted me all day. With trembling hands, I tore open the parcel, revealing its enigmatic contents. A beautiful silk scarf lay nestled within, its vibrant hues contrasting against the muted tones of the packaging. Accompanying it was a note, cryptic in its simplicity, “For our special memories. More to come.”
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My heart hammered against my chest, in disbelief. This wasn’t from Mark—of that, I was certain. But if not from him, then who? And what memories could they possibly be referring to?
“The scarf is stunning,” I remarked, my voice barely above a whisper, “but I have no idea who it’s from.”
Mark’s brow furrowed in confusion as he examined the contents of the package. “That’s strange,” he mused, his voice tinged with genuine bewilderment. “I didn’t order anything. Are you sure it’s not from one of your friends?”
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I shook my head. “No, it’s addressed to me, but there’s no sender’s name,” I explained, my words punctuated by a sense of growing unease. “And this note…” I trailed off, my gaze fixed on the cryptic message before us.
Mark’s eyes widened in surprise as he read the note, his confusion mirroring my own. “For our special memories?” he echoed, his voice tinged with disbelief. “What memories could they be talking about?”
“That’s what I’m trying to figure out,” I replied, my tone laced with frustration. “But something about this doesn’t feel right.”
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The tension between us was intense as we exchanged uncertain glances, each of us grappling with the weight of the unanswered questions that appeared before us. With the first light of dawn, I resolved to unravel the secrets that threatened to suffocate me, clinging to the hope that I would find answers to my unanswered questions.
While Mark set out for his routine jog, I seized the opportunity to delve into the depths of our financial records, hoping to unearth the truth buried within our transactions. Hours passed in a blur as I meticulously combed through bank statements and credit card records.
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Just when I was about to give up, I stumbled upon a series of charges that sent a chill down my spine. A boutique hotel in the heart of the city, its name displayed on the screen before me—a place we had never visited together, nor had any reason to. My stomach churned with a sickening mixture of fear and dread. Was Mark having an affair?
Determined to confront the truth head-on, I resolved to take matters into my own hands. With a lame excuse, I took a personal day off work and made my way to the hotel, the weight of uncertainty heavy upon my shoulders.
Pretending to be a forgetful guest who had left something behind, I pleaded with the receptionist for access to the room that had been booked under Mark’s name. To my surprise—and relief—my ruse succeeded, and I found myself standing on the threshold of the unknown, the scent of anticipation hanging heavy in the air.
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Stepping into the room, I was met with an eerie silence. My eyes scanned the space, searching for any trace of the truth that had eluded me for so long.
And then, like a whisper in the wind, I heard them—the voices emanating from the adjoining room. My heart pounded in my chest as I strained to make out the words, my mind racing with conflicting emotions. It couldn’t be true. It simply couldn’t.
But as I pressed my ear against the door, the truth became painfully clear. One of the voices belonged to my father, Nick—a man whom I had always revered, whose steadfast presence had been a pillar of strength throughout my life. And the other—a tender, feminine voice that sent shockwaves of disbelief coursing through my veins.
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It was a betrayal of the highest order, a revelation that broke the trust and stability I had clung to so desperately. The air in the room grew heavy with tension as I demanded an explanation, my voice trembling with a mixture of anger and disbelief.
Nick, with a heavy heart and eyes filled with remorse, finally admitted to the truth that had been hiding in the shadows for far too long. He confessed to his affair— revealing that he had been seeing his mistress for years and that the two had met before he married my mom.
And despite the passage of time and the vows they had both taken, he couldn’t bring himself to let her go. The boutique hotel, with its discreet allure and secluded charm, had become their secret meeting spot—a haven where they could escape reality and lose themselves in the embrace of forbidden love.
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But as the pieces of the puzzle fell into place, one question remained unanswered. “Why the delivery? Why now?” I asked, my voice cracking with emotion. I showed them the doorbell camera footage and they gasped. They had no knowledge of the mysterious package that had arrived on our doorstep.
As the reality of their affair unraveled before us, they confessed to a secret that had remained hidden for far too long—a son, born from their forbidden love, who had spent a lifetime resenting the father who had never been a part of his life.
It was he who had delivered the package, a calculated act of revenge aimed at exposing the affair that had torn his family apart. The scarf and note were but pieces of a larger puzzle, tokens of affection exchanged between lovers whose love had been forbidden by the constraints of society.
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They were his mother’s gifts, taken from her home in a desperate bid to expose the truth. As the truth unfolded before me, a glimmer of clarity emerged—a realization that the perfect image of my family was nothing more than an illusion, a union built upon lies and deceit.
As I stood amidst the wreckage of my shattered world, the pieces of my fractured reality lay scattered around me, a painful reminder of the betrayal that had torn my family apart. Nick’s confession to my mother had been the final blow. In the days that followed, the weight of the truth pressed down upon us like a leaden blanket, suffocating us with unbearable heaviness.
My mother, her heart broken and her spirit weary, made the difficult decision to end her marriage, unable to bear the weight of the deception that had poisoned our family from within. And so, they agreed to part ways, each seeking solace in the promise of a new beginning.
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As for me, the revelation of Mark’s complicity in my father’s affair had dealt a devastating blow to our marriage, shattering the trust that had once bound us together. The betrayal cut deep, leaving wounds that would never fully heal.
And so, we made the painful decision to go our separate ways, each forging a new path in search of redemption and healing. With the weight of the past heavy upon our shoulders, my mother and I knew that we needed a fresh start—a chance to leave behind the memories and the pain that had come to define our home.
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And so, we made the bold decision to sell our house, pack our bags, and leave behind the familiar comforts of the life we had known. We found refuge in a small coastal town in a distant corner of the world, where the sea and the sky stretched out like a vast expanse of possibility.
Here, amidst the gentle rhythm of the waves and the whisper of the wind, we found solace in the promise of new beginnings. In the quiet moments that followed, as we stood on the threshold of our new lives, I realized that the journey ahead would not be easy.
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The road to healing would be long and filled with challenges and obstacles at every turn. But with each step forward, we found strength in each other, drawing courage from the bonds of love and resilience that had carried us through the darkest of days.
This work is inspired by real events and people, but it has been fictionalized for creative purposes. Names, characters, and details have been changed to protect privacy and enhance the narrative. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental and not intended by the author.
The author and publisher make no claims to the accuracy of events or the portrayal of characters and are not liable for any misinterpretation. This story is provided “as is,” and any opinions expressed are those of the characters and do not reflect the views of the author or publisher.
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